Wednesday 3 September 2014

It Starts All Over Again

Hello there!

I was born on 1996 as you know on my address. I've made blogs for over million times because I'm not a good writer and I'm a person who easily get bored. I don't know what's the relation, just get over it. So I make a new blog because I think my older blog just went wrong and.............. I don't even wanna talk about it anymore. 

I was born and raise in Indonesia, so I'm Indonesian. I write in English because I need to practice my English since I don't get English lesson on my college anymore and just in case you're wondering why I'm using English. So, I really am sorry if I did mistake. 

The aim of this blog is................... I literally don't know either. I suppose my blog title explains everything (my blog title is Boredom Killer at the moment, just in case I want to change it :P). It's just my boredom killer. Maybe the posts would be my daily life, or articles, or photos, or song lyrics, or something rubbish. 

So, what can I tell you about me? I'm not good at introducing. Let's start with my name. Well my name is Anindita Larasati. Anindita means someone who has no blemish. I knew it a couple months ago and I hesitate about it. Just think of it. Who the hell on earth who has no blemish, huh? Beside, I have so many things that prove my lack. I'm not white. I have pimples over my forehead. I'm fat. I can't do make up. I'm lazy. I'm not tall. I use glasses which is -5 on the right and -2.75 on the left. I'm bad writer. I eat a lot. I'm time waster. I was left by my mom. I feel alone all the time. 

See? I ain't perfect. Just get over it. My last name is Larasati. It means goddess in Javanese culture. Goddess is supposed to be beautiful, smart, and all-the-good-adjectives. Then, look at me. Am I beautiful? Nope. Am I smart? No either, Am I all-the-good-adjectives? Big no! It's like "don't judge book by its cover" suits me but change into "don't judge people by their name" instead. 

We're done talking about my name. So, how about my life? 
I'm such an introvert. I choose stay at home instead of hanging out with friends, read novel instead of gossiping, listening to music instead of talking on the phone. Believe it or not, I feel dizzy if I'm stuck in the crowded place or lots of yelling. No one understands me. Only me who can understand myself. I love me! I should marry myself perhaps. Even I'm an introvert, I have friends though. I used to have best friends. I thought that they will be there for me all the time. But time change people. They go busy with their own business. They have other friends. But I will always there for them. And once again, time change people. I change. I feel like I'm not important anymore for them. That hurts. I will be just an ordinary friend then. So far, I wouldn't want to get closer to anyone. It applies for my relationship as well. I am afraid. I feel like if I get closer to someone, they will leave, they will talk behind you. Everything ain't ever lasting. 

Okay, stop talking about my pathetic life. Then I will tell you about something I like and don't. 
I love reading novel, especially fantasy novel. It's like I have my own world. My imagination will go crazy. Witch, wizard, time keeper, vampire, werewolf, shape-sifter, angel, Greek mythology, Irish mythology, dragon, and all of the fantasy words you've ever imagined. Sometimes I wish I were on that book and be a great sorcerer. Lately, I bought a novel named The Alchemyst, the first book of The secrets of the immortal Nicholas Flamel. That is an impressive story. And suddenly I wish I were an Alchemyst. But, this story taught me that being immortal isn't always good, you'll feel lonely. Why? Because people around you will pass away and be left you behind. Anyway, I need to buy the next book, but this book is so rare. I hope I can find it someday. 

Anyway, I love watching videos on Youtube. I subscribed over hundreds channels and most of all are British Vlogs and Covers. I love the way British people speaking. Their accent is just so amazing that my ovaries explode all the time. I hope someday I can speak English with British accent. And I love everything about The Great Britain. I love Union Jack Flag, I love Big Ben, I love London Eye. 

Well, I hate dark, cat, cockroach, snake, all reptile animals, melon, avocado, homework, studying, exams, pimples, soy milk, being tickled. Why do I hate them? I don't know either. I just hate them. 

At the end of the post I will tell you my motto. My motto is "Someday, Somehow". When you are happy, "Someday, Somehow", you'll get sorrow, just stay humble. When you are sad, "Someday, Somehow", you'll get miracle, just stay believe :). 

Finally, see ya around!xx

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