It's a Good Day to Break Your Earphone

Hello there!

Back it again with a long long time to take to make another post haha. 

Have you ever experienced that you will be so productive making stupid things like updating a blog or updating your soundcloud, yet you have crazy amounts of assignments ahead of you?

Yeah, that is what I am doing right now. 

The words are just flowing over my head. Okay, not that much but it's enough to make a content on my blog. 

So, it has been a long time since I started recording my voice and uploading it on my soundcloud. It started on my early college year. And really, don't expect too much about my voice. I am an amateur though. So, if you have a bad day and you think it's not bad enough, and want to ruin the rest of the day, just listen to my voice to complete it. 

So, here is your one day ticket to hell

https://soundcloud.com/yayaslaras96

Thank me later. 

Finally, see ya around!xx

Right Goals?

Hello there! 

It is a bit inconsistent since I will write this post in Bahasa. It might be easier to explain, I guess. 

Jadi, entah ada angin apa gue beli sebuah majalah. This magazine is quite familiar among adolescents these days. I guess. Jaman gue SMA dulu sih lumayan nge-hits. Dan kalimat barusan merepresentasikan gue yang udah nggak lagi muda. Seketika sedih.

Okay, kembali ke majalah tadi. Majalah yang gue beli ini majalah cewek gitu. Udah cukup lama gue nggak beli majalah cewek menye-menye gini. Yang gue suka dulu pas beli majalah adalah rubrik curhat menye-menye lucu pembaca. Misal, "kak, gue lagi suka sama senior gue nih, tapi gue nggak berani ngapa-ngapain. Disapa doi aja gue langsung nari tor-tor ditempat, saking senengnya. Jadi gue harus gimana ya?" That is quite funny I guess, unless my humor is so low that you have to dig in to understand. Meh. 

Satu lagi yang gue suka adalah cerpen yang biasanya agak motivational gitu. Biasanya gue baca cerpennya sambil nongkrong di WC. Percaya nggak percaya, baca cerita di WC jadi bikin elo makin mendalami ceritanya. Mungkin aroma WC merangsang otak supaya berimajinasi lebih intense kali ya. Who knows. Anyway, konten macam fashion, make up, or else, I hardly ever read it. It's just not my thing though. 

Tapi majalah yang gue beli ini isinya lebih banyak ke grafis. This looks cool, though. Gambar gambar macam tumblr gitu dah. Konten teks panjang juga nggak banyak. Curhat menye-menye sama cerpen pun juga nggak ada. So sad.

Yet, gue baca satu artikel tentang seorang cewek yang kuliah di luar negeri gitu. Inti artikelnya sih tentang cita-cita yang benar. Dan ada satu kalimat yang menurut gue emang keren banget.

Ingin menjadi apa dan ingin menjadi seperti apa adalah dua hal yang berbeda. 

Sebelumnya, gue udah pernah baca kalimat semacam ini di artikel lain. And this is indeed utterly thoughtful. Pola pikir mayoritas orang adalah ketika semasa kecil  selalu diberi pertanyaan dengan "Kamu kalo udah gede pengen jadi apa?" and obviously, jawaban dari pertanyaan itu selalu merujuk pada sebuah profesi. It is like, tolak ukur orang besar, orang sukses, orang hebat adalah seberapa "hebat", seberapa "wah" profesi seseorang. Dan emang society kita udah jadi membudaya untuk menjadikan wealthy jadi tolak ukur. Which is, the wealthy is the product. Semua orang cuman fokus dengan hasilnya aja. It doesn't matter how you gain it. And it turned out that wealthy is way more important than moral. 

Sebaliknya, ketika ditanya "Kamu kalo udah gede pengen jadi seperti apa?". Clearly, jawabannya pasti berupa kata sifat. Yang namanya kata sifat pasti merepresentasikan sifat dari diri kita. Norma maupun moral yang baik pun bakal menjadi goals atau cita-cita. Society will focus on the personality, and focus on how to gain something. It will make moral being more concerned than wealthy which is will make a better society. 

It is funny how one word can make a big difference and influence such a big circumstance like society. 

Finally, see ya around!xx

Cleaning The Dust.

Hello there!

It has been ages since I wrote on this blog. I can see the spider webs at the corner and look! there's even a homeless man sleeping there. whoa. My jokes are so bad that the homeless man decided to move. Never mind, this is my blog though. Don't judge.

So, I have no idea how I'm supposed to start this post with.
Hmm, you guys are probably wondering why I took so long time to start writing again. No? It's okay, I will still answer it though.
The simple answer is, I got a writer's block.
*What?! What kind of a writer's block that took you about a year, Yas? *
Nah, I will call it Yayas' writer's block then :p.
*another lame joke*

Honestly, I had been really busy lately. It's already my last year in college, I'm supposed to focus on my thesis and studying harder for preparing another years ahead in hospital, but at the moment, I'm still dealing with my organisation that I'm joining in. There's a problem about a seminar that I want to hold. It's supposed on August. But, the assistant dean declined the proposal with the ridiculous reasons. My friends and I suppose that there's a financial reason. It's not a secret that the assistant dean is a sycophant. You know, the longer you join the organisation, the more you know how rotten the management of the university is.

And......................I don't have anymore clue what I am supposed to write. If you read this, you can suggest a topic that I need to write here in the comment section below or ask me on ask.fm/AninditaLarasati. If you don't, I may not write again until I get a good topic to write. It would take decades. perhaps.

Finally, see ya around!xx

Work Hard, Pray Hard, and Travel The World!

Hello there!

Have you ever dreamt of dreams since a long long time ago? Have you ever failed to reach some of your dreams? Have you ever felt like you still have a little chance? If you asked me such a question, I will go with YES!

I have ever dreamt of accepting in Indonesia University. I have ever dreamt of making awesome computer program. I have ever dreamt of traveling around the world. I have ever dreamt of dating someone with other language.

I failed passing the test at the university that I dream of. I failed studying in faculty where my passion is. I stuck in faculty that my dad dreams of which drives me insane. BUT I still have a chance to reach the rest of my dreams.

Sometimes, God gives us what we want, sometimes doesn't, yet, God always gives us what we need.

With all failures that I have gotten so far, I suppose that if I went being a Indonesia University I'd go drop out 'cause I'm really sure that I'm not nerd enough to go in. I suppose that if I went being a programmer I'd be probably not as successful as me being a doctor.

This is the way God gives me. This is the road that God leads me to.

I'd probably be a great doctor someday and have enough money to travel the world. I'd be in Broadway watching impressive theatrical. I'd be in Dubai seeing sunset. I'd be in Iceland seeing the breath taking aurora. I'd be in Rome visiting museums. I'd be in Paris meeting my soul mate. We'd be in Australia taking picture with kangaroos. We'd be back to Venice having romantic dinner on a gondola. We'd be in London riding London Eye, getting married, and living there.

See? I still have a chance to make my dreams real. What I'm supposed to do is study hard, avoid complaining, always be grateful, and be a great doctor so then I can live my dream.

Anyway, this post was inspired by a song from Mike Dignam called Great Escape.



Work hard, pray hard, and travel the world!

Finally, see ya around!xx

Occupation

Hello there!

I'm in boarding house and I feel bored at the moment. Anyway, today is my first day in the 3rd semester. I know I haven't told you yet where I'm studying. So, I'm a medico. Medico is called for Medicine Student. Yeah, I am going to be a doctor. Actually, I'm not interested in medicine, but my dad got me to be a doctor. Besides, my brother is about to be a doctor, a few months later perhaps. It's my destiny to be a doctor I guess.

Being a medico means studying for your entire life, taking so bloody long time for being graduated, studying tons of journals, being a slave in the hospital when you'll be Co-Ass, having lack of sleeping, wasting much money for books, equipment, and also paying the college every month. The most annoying thing if you want to be a medico is you have to pay over $30,000 to get into the university yet so many, I mean A LOT of parents are willing to pay that much in order to get their children in. They suppose that being a doctor will guarantee your life. That's completely true. In my opinion, being success is NOT ONLY being a doctor. If you work in a job which is your passion and you're working hard, you could be successful. The thing is a lot of parents force their children to be a doctor and kill their children's dream. Including me.

Anyway, I haven't sleep yet and my class will start at 11.30am. It means I have about 4 hours to sleep.

Finally, see ya around!xx

It Starts All Over Again

Hello there!

I was born on 1996 as you know on my address. I've made blogs for over million times because I'm not a good writer and I'm a person who easily get bored. I don't know what's the relation, just get over it. So I make a new blog because I think my older blog just went wrong and.............. I don't even wanna talk about it anymore. 

I was born and raise in Indonesia, so I'm Indonesian. I write in English because I need to practice my English since I don't get English lesson on my college anymore and just in case you're wondering why I'm using English. So, I really am sorry if I did mistake. 

The aim of this blog is................... I literally don't know either. I suppose my blog title explains everything (my blog title is Boredom Killer at the moment, just in case I want to change it :P). It's just my boredom killer. Maybe the posts would be my daily life, or articles, or photos, or song lyrics, or something rubbish. 

So, what can I tell you about me? I'm not good at introducing. Let's start with my name. Well my name is Anindita Larasati. Anindita means someone who has no blemish. I knew it a couple months ago and I hesitate about it. Just think of it. Who the hell on earth who has no blemish, huh? Beside, I have so many things that prove my lack. I'm not white. I have pimples over my forehead. I'm fat. I can't do make up. I'm lazy. I'm not tall. I use glasses which is -5 on the right and -2.75 on the left. I'm bad writer. I eat a lot. I'm time waster. I was left by my mom. I feel alone all the time. 

See? I ain't perfect. Just get over it. My last name is Larasati. It means goddess in Javanese culture. Goddess is supposed to be beautiful, smart, and all-the-good-adjectives. Then, look at me. Am I beautiful? Nope. Am I smart? No either, Am I all-the-good-adjectives? Big no! It's like "don't judge book by its cover" suits me but change into "don't judge people by their name" instead. 

We're done talking about my name. So, how about my life? 

I'm such an introvert. I choose stay at home instead of hanging out with friends, read novel instead of gossiping, listening to music instead of talking on the phone. Believe it or not, I feel dizzy if I'm stuck in the crowded place or lots of yelling. No one understands me. Only me who can understand myself. I love me! I should marry myself perhaps. Even I'm an introvert, I have friends though. I used to have best friends. I thought that they will be there for me all the time. But time change people. They go busy with their own business. They have other friends. But I will always there for them. And once again, time change people. I change. I feel like I'm not important anymore for them. That hurts. I will be just an ordinary friend then. So far, I wouldn't want to get closer to anyone. It applies for my relationship as well. I am afraid. I feel like if I get closer to someone, they will leave, they will talk behind you. Everything ain't ever lasting. 

Okay, stop talking about my pathetic life. Then I will tell you about something I like and don't. 

I love reading novel, especially fantasy novel. It's like I have my own world. My imagination will go crazy. Witch, wizard, time keeper, vampire, werewolf, shape-sifter, angel, Greek mythology, Irish mythology, dragon, and all of the fantasy words you've ever imagined. Sometimes I wish I were on that book and be a great sorcerer. Lately, I bought a novel named The Alchemyst, the first book of The secrets of the immortal Nicholas Flamel. That is an impressive story. And suddenly I wish I were an Alchemyst. But, this story taught me that being immortal isn't always good, you'll feel lonely. Why? Because people around you will pass away and be left you behind. Anyway, I need to buy the next book, but this book is so rare. I hope I can find it someday. 

Anyway, I love watching videos on Youtube. I subscribed over hundreds channels and most of all are British Vlogs and Covers. I love the way British people speaking. Their accent is just so amazing that my ovaries explode all the time. I hope someday I can speak English with British accent. And I love everything about The Great Britain. I love Union Jack Flag, I love Big Ben, I love London Eye. 

Well, I hate dark, cat, cockroach, snake, all reptile animals, melon, avocado, homework, studying, exams, pimples, soy milk, being tickled. Why do I hate them? I don't know either. I just hate them. 

At the end of the post I will tell you my motto. My motto is "Someday, Somehow". When you are happy, "Someday, Somehow", you'll get sorrow, just stay humble. When you are sad, "Someday, Somehow", you'll get miracle, just stay believe :). 

Finally, see ya around!xx